Tuesday, June 5, 2012

'Not to set trip but my car jets west, as I drift over cliff, the sunset yes, it's me and myself.'

It’s a funny feeling when something, or somebody, has an impact on you. For me, it feels like a little niggle, an itch you can’t quite scratch, something implanted in the back of your mind that just won’t let up no matter how hard you try to get rid. I can remember one of the last times a film made a truly remarkable impact on me because the feelings I had weren’t entirely positive, and they lingered. I was sombre, retrospective, almost verging on numb. It was after I’d been to see Revolutionary Road, years ago now, and I struggled for almost a week afterwards trying to surmise how I felt about it in words. I couldn’t even discuss it eloquently, let alone put it to paper like I was meant to. To this day, I still don’t know what exactly it was that carried such an emotional weight for me. I still maintain it was because I felt so conflicted; I lacked sincere empathy and emotion for the characters, and yet I thought the point being made was a profoundly complex one; life had trapped these people and made them so desperately unhappy that is was almost unbearable to watch. It was a claustrophobic tale of suburbia that frightened me to the point that I couldn’t even reach a conclusion to whether I liked it or not as a piece of film.  Needless to say, Revolutionary Road still baffles me. Or should I say, the reaction I had towards it does.

There have been films that have touched me, left a marked impression and encouraged me to probe deeper into issues and my feelings towards them. To me, this is a stamp of incredible film-making. If you can carry a piece of cinema with you long after the credits have rolled, in this age of forgettable storytelling, you have achieved quite a feat. Senna does this.

I watched it twice within a matter of days, at the recommendation of a friend whose praise was so ridiculously high that I almost did it more to appease her than satisfy my own curiosity. I’ve always nursed a vague interest in Formula One. This comes from my days working Sundays at an old man’s pub in a neighbouring little village during one summer holiday from university. One of the regulars was an engineer and used to take great delight in explaining some of the finer details of the cars to me. Almost all of it went straight over my head, but I found a respect for the crafting and construction of the machines themselves.  When I think back, that is what I always liked about racing; the technical aspect, the innovations, the amazing engineering. I can safely say I never once thought about the ability or mindset of a Formula One driver. More the fool, me.

Enter stage left, Senna. I almost feel stupid for not having paid much attention to the name before, and for not realising the impact that his name alone has, both in sport and outside of it. The documentary itself is verging on flawless. It is brilliantly constructed, superbly edited and utterly compelling from the outset. An outpouring of adjectives, but justly so. The story, charting Senna’s rise to the top of F1, his bitter rivalry with one-time teammate Alain Prost to his ultimate death in Imola, is paced just right. There are no tangents or talking heads to distract the audience from the man himself and what he achieves on, and off, the track. The racing scenes, intercutting television archive footage and film taken from cameras on the cars themselves, are transporting. It is an extremely effective editing technique, setting the perfect sense of tone and pace, and creating insurmountable tension at the appropriate moment. And, of course, it’s the fact it is all real that really makes it pitch-perfect.

But all of this is serving a purpose, and that purpose is to highlight the fascinating scope of its subject. Senna is dedicated to the point of reckless, motivated by a desire to win that is verging on self-destructive, spiritual to an extent that his peers believe him to consider himself immortal. More than anything else, this is a film about a human being. There have been criticisms of Senna that suggest it doesn’t transcend much beyond a deftly-edited sports documentary or a well-rounded biography, and that it verges on voyeurism and hagiography. I think that perhaps these particular reviewers are maybe missing the point. What makes Senna work so brilliantly, in my humble opinion, is the attempt to truly try and understand this man. His dedication to his profession is resolute, and totally transparent. There are references to his desire to be the best, to win; underpinned by flashes of the lengths he will go to to do so. Yet, he is conflicted, constantly reminded of man’s own mortality and the ambiguous relationship this has with the very nature of motor racing. It is a portrait of an extremely complex man, whose compassion and success made him for somewhat of a national idol in his native Brazil. Senna himself borders on the edge of paradox; on one hand, here is a man who oozes humanity, who will risk his life mid-race at the scene of a crash to help an injured driver; on the other, here is a man who knows no bounds, who will force collisions and place those around him in jeopardy, in order to win. It is almost mystifying how one person’s values and beliefs can clash with such intensity.

For me, the real impact of Senna is Senna himself. I found that racing took on this new philosophical level for me that I didn’t really know to be possible. I had never looked at it from that angle before, never paid it any consideration at all really, until this film. That these men have a certain connection with their own mortality on a day-to-day basis is sort of staggering in my eyes. Then, when you try to place it into some context and realise that this relationship centres upon a basic, competitive desire to be the best – that is when the whole concept transforms into something else entirely. These are men who face death for the thrill, the enjoyment, the adrenaline. But they also do it to win. To beat everybody else. This is what separates them from bungee-jumpers, sky-divers, white-water rafters, other adrenaline junkies. Ayrton Senna once said "By being a racing driver you are under risk all the time. By being a racing driver means you are racing with other people. And if you no longer go for a gap that exists, you are no longer a racing driver because we are competing, we are competing to win. And the main motivation to all of us is to compete for victory, it's not to come 3rd, 4th, 5th or 6th." The notion that in order to be a true competitor you must flirt with danger and put yourself on the knife edge is enthralling, yet startling. Racers are a different breed. They know the risks, become the closest spectators to crashes, injuries and deaths, accept it and carry on regardless.

There is a video I came across while I was trying to find out more about the mentality of the drivers which moved me to tears. It is the footage of the 1973 Dutch Grand Prix in Zandvoort, which shows a frantic David Purley witness Roger Williamson’s car crash, skid along the circuit and burst into flames. He stops his car, runs across the track and tries to flip the burning vehicle before grabbing a fire extinguisher from a nearby fireman and attempts to the put out the blaze. He is almost frenzied in his efforts, clearly exasperated by the lack of help he is getting from the stewards and race personnel, who have nothing to protect them from the flames. It is not until the end of the recording, when his efforts prove futile and he is led away, that the desperation of the moment truly hits you. Purley is distraught, fuelled by anger in this moment, this one moment when nothing was done. A man’s life was lost and drivers were not stopping, fire engines were not racing to the scene, communication had broken down. It is gut-wrenching. People may say that it is ‘instinct’ to react in the same way in that moment, that ‘anybody would do the same’, but that footage shows a remarkable man embark on a selfless act of valour alone, beaten by circumstance  and a system unable to cope with the destructiveness that can occur within the blink of an eye. And yet, did it stop David Purley from racing? I doubt I even need to provide the answer.


Drivers rarely talk about this aspect of the sport but, when they do, they generally speak of an ability to shut the possibilities from their minds, a refusal to think of the consequences of a serious shunt. And that is a gift given only to the young. As one gets older, one's own mortality forces its way into the conscious mind and racing becomes more of a balance between the risks and the enjoyment. That is the point at which thoughts of retirement from F1 begin to occur.

This observation is particularly interesting to me, mostly due to the reference of ‘shutting the possibilities from their minds’. There is a lot of talk of mental strength in sport, but I would argue that such a high level of focus is not necessary in most sports professions. That said, I am not a sportsperson, so am ill-equipped to make an informed comment, but the concentration required from a racing driver seems to eclipse most other high-profile examples I can think of. I was having a conversation with a friend recently about F1 in which he likened the intense focus of the mind during a race to that essential to the fundamental ability to meditate. To paraphrase somewhat, he said drivers must block out all other thought and concentrate solely on the present. Thought of the future is limited to the immediate; what manoeuvre they must subsequently make, which corner on the circuit is next, how to overtake the driver in front. Everything else must be blocked from the mind, including fear, anxiety, self-consciousness and anger. Sometimes you can see it happening. Drivers let outside forces enter their minds and a mistake is made, the race can be lost, and sometimes, the faltering grip they have on the present leads them to crash.

“For a racing driver to gear his mind up to the level of concentration where his instinctive reactions can be relied upon totally can be quite a stressful process of preparation, involving purging the mind of all extraneous considerations. Outside influences are not welcome during this period. As five-times World Champion Juan Manuel Fangio observed: 'A driver gets very tense when someone comes to talk to him before a race. That is a time when one prefers to be alone, to think, and to be calm and collected.’”

“The moment you pass the chequered flag boom! - your mind goes down. You're just holding your mind, holding it, holding it, to the chequered flag. Then it falls to the ground. At Francorchamps this year, where we all had to go through the stress of three starts, when I saw the red flag come out for the second time, I had to suppress a desire to jump out of the car and walk away for the rest of the afternoon. It can be that intense! – Senna

The psychology of a racing driver is absolutely fascinating, but also relatively difficult to comprehend properly. Having never experienced it, you find yourself relying on the testimony of the drivers themselves, who seem fairly reluctant to fully discuss it. Senna is one of the few drivers who seemed willing to express himself honestly, and talked frequently about his faith and spirtuality. I found a few articles connecting to ‘flow’ which, according to Wikipedia, which is obviously always right, is ‘the mental state of operation in which a person in an activity is fully immersed in a feeling of energised focus, full involvement and success in the process of the activity’. Wikipedia includes Senna as one of its examples;  

"I was already on pole, [...] and I just kept going. Suddenly I was nearly two seconds faster than anybody else, including my team mate with the same car. And suddenly I realised that I was no longer driving the car consciously. I was driving it by a kind of instinct, only I was in a different dimension. I felt as though I was driving in a tunnel. The whole circuit became a tunnel... I had reached such a high level of concentration that it was as if the car and I had become one. Together we were at the maximum. I was giving the car everything - and vice versa."

I suppose this is why all of this ended up having such a profound impact on me. Like I said, it takes something truly remarkable to not so much alter your way of thinking, but to really enhance it in some way. I found that Senna triggered a completely different level of understanding about racing, and my perception of the sport is now entirely different. I have a level of respect and awe for it that never really existed in me before. The name Ayrton Senna now comes with all of the connotations that it has for so many other people, and not because the film was biased or promoted an agenda, but because it prompted me to go off and do my own research and thinking about the man. I don’t believe you need to be an avid follower of Formula 1 to really connect with his state of mind and his perceptions of competing and being the best person can be, both personally and professionally. While obviously not perfect, he is an inspiring figure, and I’m glad the film managed to really convey that. Just like Revolutionary Road, Senna baffles me. But for entirely different reasons.

We are made of emotions, we are all looking for emotions, it's only a question of finding the way to experience them. There are many different ways of experience them all. Perhaps one different thing, only that, one particular thing that Formula One can provide you, is that you know we are always expose to danger, danger of getting hurt, danger of dying."



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